Forgiveness from you is unlikely because what I did was extremely wrong. I have hated myself for over a year for hurting you, accusing you. I took the situation and turned it into something it should never have been.
For what it is worth, I am sorry. I hope you do well in the future because you deserve to be happy. You are one of the most relaxed, funniest people I have ever met. I hope that one day you can put this behind you and move on with your life.