I wish I knew what was going on in my head.
I wish there was a name I could give this behaviour but there isn’t.
I wish I could put into words why I am so emotional, why tears escape my eyes at every given opportunity but I can’t.
I wish I knew why I am so afraid, what it is that I am scared of but I don’t.
The one thing I do know is that it hurts, and it is confusing, frustrating even.
Breaking down in front of others is not fun especially when you do not have a reason as to why.
I do not know how this will change, will it just eventually stop? Do I need to do something to help myself? Is there anything I can do?